Baby fever. I’m actually a little depressed about there being no little pitter-patter in my life. Everywhere I turn someone is pregnant or having a baby. I’m 28, yes I know I’m still “young” (in age but honestly 28 year old eggs aren’t exactly ideal) but I just thought I would have had this milestone by now. The worst part is because I am a lesbian, if I have fertility issues I won’t know until I try and I’m getting older with no hope of a baby any time soon. So what happens when I’m in my 30s and trying to have a baby only to find out I can’t. I hope this won’t be the case.
My step mother basically told me she thought my father would never have any grand kids. Her exact words.
So I am a little down. And I’m trying to look on the bright side (there really isn’t one that I see but ok) but I have had baby fever for years and it’s just increasingly getting worse. I give it a year and a half (when I turn 30) to work itself ou. If not than I’ll have to go another route.
😔 I know my posts aren’t usually depressing but I’m just a bit sad.
Until next time…